That one piece of advice, which also involved a bit of a rescue keeps coming into my mind.
Because there are no awards for martyrdom.
And the money I am earning at V is just representative of me showing up to an office everyday.
And the few days of me stealing writing moments.
There was that one day, where I saved our group-"Will you take the lead on this?" I was asked in a sigh. The other worker was overworked, and eager to hand off the ideas and execution. I ran 3/4s of the presentation and even took pictures of a Girl as she explained something which had little connection to the matters at hand (which she often does-eager to say what she wants to say, but doesn't provide a handhold or foothold for the information. I do it too)
I do not feel appreciated. (There was the Bday surprise party, and in general, it is painless)
I am in Brooklyn now, on the dime of A, who is feeling ashamed for the cheapness of V. Nothing is fully authorized yet I can do whatever. As long as I show up 40 hours a week, spread out over 5 days. Like jail.
I am also not allowed to join the Women's Group. Sorry I was so happy to participate.
It's just a matter of time.(as always)
Because there are no awards for martyrdom.
And the money I am earning at V is just representative of me showing up to an office everyday.
And the few days of me stealing writing moments.
There was that one day, where I saved our group-"Will you take the lead on this?" I was asked in a sigh. The other worker was overworked, and eager to hand off the ideas and execution. I ran 3/4s of the presentation and even took pictures of a Girl as she explained something which had little connection to the matters at hand (which she often does-eager to say what she wants to say, but doesn't provide a handhold or foothold for the information. I do it too)
I do not feel appreciated. (There was the Bday surprise party, and in general, it is painless)
I am in Brooklyn now, on the dime of A, who is feeling ashamed for the cheapness of V. Nothing is fully authorized yet I can do whatever. As long as I show up 40 hours a week, spread out over 5 days. Like jail.
I am also not allowed to join the Women's Group. Sorry I was so happy to participate.
It's just a matter of time.(as always)
